reclaiming your human

A very interesting fining in a recent session with a client left me thinking.

Often, in sessions with me, it becomes a collaboration between the client and myself.

Meaning, Less Healer : Healee.

More joining together under a common intention, and allowing the emerging energetic intelligence to guide us.

It doesn’t take much, all bound energy manifesting into limiting circumstance is waiting to liberate. It just needs the space and awareness to do so.

With this particular client, we’ve been tracking a similar energy pattern that’s continued to arise.

Layer after layer released, yet I now know from years of experience, if something continues to show up, it hasn’t yet been traced to back to its origin.

And sometimes, what’s needed, is a willingness, and openness, to consider the origin goes beyond this current life.

We’ve established, with this client, they have walked this earth before.

In service, it seems, as there is a recurring impression of armor upon his body.

But lately, there’s been this deeper, more innate calling to expand outside of this armor into his true, and potentially untapped, power.

A beckoning from above, from space, as it feels he is from there too.

This past session, it felt like his body was divided in half.

The bottom, belonging to the earth, clinging, tense and tired from lifetimes walked and battled.

The top half, connected to space, expanded, with a massive potential for higher consciousness and wisdom.

And instead of forcing a full letting go and surrender (the clients initial intention), we understood the value in the pathway of getting curious about the part that wants to hold on, and why. It’s easy to overlook, but these parts have wisdom too.

When directing our awareness to the lower root chakra tension and the energetic pattern of ‘clinging’ to the earth, I got the impression that something hadn’t been fully acknowledged.

It was like; this part is not going to let go, until we fully see and recognise the role and value its played, which I was beginning to sense is even bigger than we once thought. Even bigger than fighting a battle and furthering our evolution in that way.

The client mentioned a funny side note that came to mind, and to no surprise, this comment ended up unlocking a very important detail.

He said his feet have always felt “off” compared to his body- he’s often referenced them as “ape feet”.

It was just then, I saw in my minds eye, and was truly taken aback….

A glimpse into the evolution of human, and the missing key we have yet to collectively acknowledge.

We know there are jumps in time, undocumented, untraced, of how we got from there to here…

Science tries to fills these gaps with the explanation of Ape to Human, yet falls short with specific evolutionary jumps.

Religion tries to fill these gaps with an outside God, that placed the first ever humans on earth, Adam and Eve.

Both leaving many questions as to how we came to be.

My way of understanding the world is through energy. I have received the most fulfilling answers of history, and myself, through the energetic exploration of my own being. And this is what I assist others in doing too.

It’s one thing to learn from a book, a teacher, a scientist or a pastor. Its another to unlock energetic imprints from the memory thats held in your very own body, and DNA.

We can’t forget, that our body is nature itself. We know that energy is not destroyed, but transformed. We can discover the secrets of our past if we look within.

Although I will say, its hard to speak the language of energy sometimes. To me, a download can feel like a whirlwind, where everything makes sense in a moment yet the words and explanation are lost.

Nonetheless, I venture the journey with my clients and together, we allow the information to emerge. Eventually, we come to deeply fulfilling discoveries and resolutions.

The moment my client made this joking reference, there was a momentary flash, where the unexplained history felt like it made sense.

Before my eyes, I saw a thread of past times, including sacred landmarks like the Ancient Pyramids. Something that has always fascinated me, that I have craved answers for.

And in this moment, I had a feeling of it all making sense. The answers, just there, in front of me.

We often view as we are told, that evolution is congruent with history. That the evolution of consciousness on earth has gone in a chronological and linear order.

Yet the evidence says just the opposite. Sacred sites that are beyond even our comprehension, much less at the capacity and ability of pastime neanderthals.

And so I won’t be the first to ever to make this claim, and in my opinion, state the obvious: there are beings whom have walked this earth that were higher in consciousness and evolution than even we are today.

But the greater awakening in this moment was not that, as this was something I had already considered, but a new discovery; it appeared clear that those beings had something to do with our jump in evolution.

Ape to Human; and what came in-between.

Because I’m not claiming natural evolution didn’t happen or discounting the evidence of science, as it so clearly exists, I am saying there’s a missing piece to our jump in consciousness that has yet to be collectively discovered, acknowledged or accepted.

And somehow, this client may just hold an energetic imprint, a key, to the historical memory of how it all went down.

Now why that is, I don’t know. I’ve considered the possibility that his higher dimensional consciousness lives through the manifestation of its own historical creation.

But beyond the acknowledgement of his higher souls potential involvement in our evolution, there was something deeper that beckoned recognition.

It appeared, that his higher dimensional consciousness, and his lower, animalistic nature, had not become fully aquatinted.

There was a deep calling to expand, yes. But it seemed that couldn’t fully happen until there was an acknowledgement of where he once was.

And it was as if he held the remembrance in his very feet.

What if the acknowledgment necessary, was the acknowledgment of what it means to be human.

What if, it was the animal inside; inside of him and inside of us, the animal that walked the path this far, that made the steps of our evolution, that truly needed our embrace?

This really got me thinking, long after the session.

On this spiritual and awakening journey, it seems we are being beckoned by higher consciousness.

This higher consciousness feels as if its driving our evolution today.

Yet what’s urging me as of late, is that where we’ve been is no less important than where we are going.

We started somewhere.

And it was much more natural and primal.

And it seems, sometimes, we try to deny these primal parts of ourselves.

We often shame and exile what it truly means to be human.

The more barbaric and primitive instincts that can be traced not only throughout history, but still living throughout our society today.

We collectively turn away from violence, and war.

We collectively shame rape, torture, and abuse.

Yet it still lives on today… why?

Is there really something wrong with some of us, yet others are the “good ones?”

Or do we all hold such primal, animalistic inside of us, somewhere in the very nature of what we are?

Is the collective shaming, hiding, and oppression of these instincts, what keeps them surfacing beyond our control?

We may desire to be the highest, most conscious expressions of ourselves.

And some of us may have come into more consciousness than others.

But must we not forget, where we came from.

As long as we are living the human experience, the very nature of our makeup is animal first.

If we are souls having a human experience, we must understand what it is to be human, not shame it and try to get away from it.

Just because we are growing in consciousness, doesn’t mean we exile our history.

And I wonder what would happen, if we turned towards it rather than away from it.

What if the primal parts of ourselves, held the key to our deepest power and awakening?

What if, it wasn’t all about light and love.

What if, its was about reclaiming our capacity to kill.

Like an animal.

What if, our higher consciousness, learned to alchemise with our animalistic nature and instincts?

What would happen, if we stopped turning away from the totality of who, and what, we are?

And we embraced it as our deeper, innate, primal, and powerful nature.

We, as humans, are animals first.

And to truly know where we are going, we must know where we have been.

I just wonder what would happen, if the two came into one.